Annie,

There's no point in beating yourself up. You are doing the best you can. Some years are good ... some aren't so good. Go with the flow. When all else fails, sit down and have yourself a nice glass of wine ... or eat half a chocolate cake ... Hey! Do something that makes "You" HAPPY!

Jane

Thanks Jane! Thanks EVERYBODY for your kind words and support. You are all right: Some are good years, some are bad and we just have to go with the flow. And Of COURSE CHOCOLATE and WINE are the only remedies!