I am happy with whatever our heavenly father chooses to bless me with & of course all the lessons. I'm grateful he gave me the opportunity to get to know him, which had been several incredibly powerful occasions & the ability to start my first garden; which in turn, plan on donating whatever I cannot eat that I grow to a local food bank. I take food safety & quality very seriously, for obvious reasons... Mostly, to honor my grandma's legacy. She was my inspiration to become a chef. That's why half of the cooking lessons I give I do for almost free- I enjoy it, & because sometimes people don't have alot of money. If I can teach better eating habits & they thrive from it, I'm happy. I would be very happy to send you a variety of my marigold seeds, it's no trouble. I also have a variety of marigold that the plant stands 3'- 4' tall with orange blooms as shown in the photo. I'd send you some, because that's the kind of person I am. And whoever said New Yorkers were rude & mean people? Go figure! You're a very kind person to talk to. Also have photos posted on this site of my crookneck squash & green zucchini. Also have a ton of beets growing. God bless!