Ok, I am wearing myself out. When I first login, it brings me to a page that shows me the forums I am watching and the threads that I have marked watch, that have updates. Once I click on something, that page totally disappears. The only way to get back to any sort of reasoning is to click on forums tab and then I have to hunt and peck for the forums and threads I am involved in. I got so used to my home page noting which forums and threads I had marked watch on. Please help me.