Aalicia, Avliciaaa,
Welcome to NGA.
There are more than 44 thousand members of the NGA; if you let us know where you are located maybe some of the members would be able to offer some words of encouragement and advice to help you succeed with your garden project. There may even be members living close to your area who may offer some hands-on assistance.
Please, what is your location? Is it Washington, DC? If you take a few moments to complete your profile page you will get much more accurate answers geared to your climate zone.