I agree with Sharon,
Glad to hear you are still there in "Living Color"
Although I realize it is not so funny when it is your leg.
Sorry for the pain though, mental, physical and spiritual.
Perhaps the doctor could give you some of those anxiety meds, I suspect you need to sleep too.
And we too, thank God for your good friends, who are caring for Bill and for you. Bless their hearts.
Will be watching for your posts as you have a minute and can take a break. You are so funny, but crying is a good release, so that is OK too.
Thinking and praying.