It's hard to see our loved ones go and the "firsts" are very hard. You have found strengths in yourself that I bet you never knew you had! Always looking for the silver lining is a positive way to look at life. Love you, too, Ginger
Any day you wake up on the sunny side of the grass is a good day.
"The moving hand writes and having writ moves on. Neither all thy piety nor all thy wit can lure it back to cancel half a line nor all thy tears wash out a word of it." The Rubiyat by Omar Khayyam