JO, I'm so very sorry. This is too much to bear. My heart just sank when I saw your subject line. Many condolences from me and my Spirt 'Bert' (always with me) .... maybe now you have Prissy and Tess with you, too. Never say never. You may fall in love again. I know I hope to! Take good care and solace knowing you were able to care for her as long as you did.
Susie