Daylilies forum→Saying goodbye to the love of my life.

Page 1 of 3 • 1 2 3
Views: 3937, Replies: 53 » Jump to the end
Name: Barb
Quincy, FL (Zone 8b)
Practice senseless acts of beauty!
Daylilies Deer Irises Butterflies Bulbs Bookworm
Hummingbirder Keeps Horses Garden Photography Birds Cat Lover Dragonflies
Dec 9, 2016 12:13 PM CST
Hi All,
My wonderful gallant Steve died day before yesterday at the Hospice House with the Big Bend Hospice in Tallahassee, FL.  His poor beat up body just couldn't cope anymore.  We had lots of family and friends in on Tuesday and family on Wednesday.  A music therapist came in and played some of his favorite music and took requests as well.  One of the songs she sang was "That's Amore" with the traditional lyrics but I sang the parody along with her that Steve laughed at so often:
"See that thing on the reef with the big shiny teeth, that's a moray,
Put your hand in a crack and you won't get it back from a moray.
He can swim, he can glide but he'd rather hide in the coral...."
We heard that in a record shop in Cancun, bought the CD and he played it all the time.
Steve couldn't respond except by touch and really responded with a big squeeze of his hand that he loved that.  I slept in his room and had gotten up early that morning, held his hand, talked to him and sang his favorite song from way back in the 70s by the Rotary Connection:
"Want you to know you made me happy,
Want you to know you made me sad,
Want you to know you made me happy.
You are the best thing that I ever had."
It starts off with 1 voice, acapella, and each time through we pick up another voice so at the end there is a full chorus of that verse.
One of his nurses overheard me and told me that I was an inspiration to her - her husband is also in Hospice.  While he was only there for 46 hours, his room was filled with people that loved him - both family and friends, coworkers too.  The CEO, the founder and a VP from his company all came and spent an hour, holding his hand and letting him know they loved him.  Then came some of our friends from long ago, family, and more people from work.  They all stayed until midnight, swapping tall tales of Steve and all taking their turns holding his hand and telling he is loved. His oncologist came in at 6:30 in the morning and talked to me and Steve about how remarkable he was - Doc said he had never had a patient at that stage of colon cancer when discovered live as long and that was by years. He nearly made it 10 years, far longer than we expected we would have. We just had our 44th anniversary and had been together for 48 1/2 years.
My heart is broken but I am so relieved that he is no longer in such devastating pain. I went to his company yesterday to return his work computer and keys and wound up not leaving for several hours. Fully 25% of the workers came out to talk and tell me how wonderful Steve was. His HR person said that Steve, more than anyone he'd ever known, had a divine spark, filled with kindness, never complaining, always giving his best to everyone. The CEO said if I had the memorial on a weekday, she would close the company because everyone wanted to be there and wanted to invite everyone from the memorial back to the company for lunch. All of this has been so dear. Pray for me - I'm going to miss him so.
His Bengal kitty, Valentine Needletoes, just came in looking for him. I think she knows he's gone. Usually if I take him away, she sits in his chair and glares at me as if to say, "You took him away, now bring him back." This time she just came up to me and meowed softly and gently put her head in my hands. I told her we would all be together again one day.
I was so fortunate to have him in my life so I'm hoping for reincarnation so we can do it again. Angel


Steve letting me get a decent photo of him.
Thumb of 2016-12-12/Dragonkeep/025d95

Steve being a goofball.
Thumb of 2016-12-12/Dragonkeep/bdad2d

“Because we all share this planet earth, we have to learn to live in harmony and peace with each other and with nature. This is not just a dream, but a necessity.”
― Dalai Lama
[Last edited by Dragonkeep - Dec 12, 2016 1:45 PM (+)]
Give a thumbs up | Quote | Post #1331749 (1)
Name: Larry
Enterprise, Al. 36330 (Zone 8b)
Composter Daylilies Garden Photography Million Pollinator Garden Challenge Garden Ideas: Master Level Plant Identifier
Celebrating Gardening: 2015 Region: Alabama
Dec 9, 2016 12:22 PM CST
What a sad but wonderful post, my heart goes out to you with best wishes for a recovery from the loss, but hoping you keep all the wonderful memories.
Name: Mayo
The Netherlands, Europe (Zone 9a)
Region: Europe Birds Butterflies Bee Lover Organic Gardener Container Gardener
Rabbit Keeper Hellebores Dog Lover Irises Daylilies Cat Lover
Dec 9, 2016 12:42 PM CST
dear Barb,

so very sorry for your loss Group hug
I'm sure you and Steve will be together again some day, somewehere Group hug

BIG hug,
a DL flower a day keeps the doctor away
Name: Betty
MN zone 4b
Frogs and Toads Birds Roses Region: United States of America Peonies Lover of wildlife (Black bear badge)
Lilies Irises Hummingbirder Hostas Garden Art Echinacea
Dec 9, 2016 12:51 PM CST
Sorry for your loss. Group hug Group hug
If you want to be happy for a lifetime plant a garden!
Faith is the postage stamp on our prayers!
Betty MN Zone4 AHS member

Name: Regina
Warrenville, SC (Zone 8a)
Daylilies Hybridizer Region: South Carolina Dahlias Butterflies Cat Lover
Dog Lover Frogs and Toads Ponds Keeper of Koi Garden Ideas: Level 1
Dec 9, 2016 1:07 PM CST
So sad yet wonderful tribute to a very honorable person. We should all strive to love and be loved as much as your wonderful Steve.

So sorry for your loss Group hug
Name: Bev
Salem OR (Zone 8a)
Sempervivums Container Gardener Foliage Fan Garden Ideas: Master Level Photo Contest Winner: 2014
Dec 9, 2016 1:27 PM CST
Thank you for sharing these last moments of love with us. They sounded to be most precious between Steve and you and all the other lives that Steve touched. Take care. Group hug
Name: Debra
Garland, TX (NE Dallas suburb) (Zone 8a)
Service dogs: Angels with paws.
Dragonflies Dog Lover Bookworm I was one of the first 300 contributors to the plant database! Garden Photography Bee Lover
Plays in the sandbox Butterflies Region: Texas Garden Sages I sent a postcard to Randy! Charter ATP Member
Dec 9, 2016 1:45 PM CST
Group hug Group hug Group hug Group hug Group hug Group hug

Thumb of 2016-12-09/lovemyhouse/61ea0d

Group hug Group hug Group hug Group hug Group hug Group hug
It’s okay to not know all the answers.
Name: Karen
Southeast PA (Zone 6b)
Celebrating Gardening: 2015
Dec 9, 2016 2:11 PM CST
So sorry for your loss, Barb! I echo all sentiments expressed above. My deepest sympathy to you and I hope that you will find solace and comfort in knowing that Steve is in a better place with no pain and suffering. I am sure he was able to fight the cancer as well as he did was because you were there and your love carried him through those hard times.
Missouri (Zone 6a)
Plant Identifier I was one of the first 300 contributors to the plant database!
Dec 9, 2016 2:24 PM CST
So very sorry for your loss. What a blessing to have those final memories and to know that he was aware of your presence! Angel
Name: Barbalee
Amarillo, TX (Zone 6b)
Dec 9, 2016 2:44 PM CST
Oh, Barb, nothing more I can say but reiterating all others have said. Hang in as best you can. Group hug
Avatar is 'Global Crossing' 04-20-2017
Name: Karen
New Mexico (Zone 8a)
Region: New Mexico Region: Arizona Cactus and Succulents Plant Identifier Plays in the sandbox Greenhouse
Sempervivums Bromeliad Adeniums Morning Glories Avid Green Pages Reviewer Brugmansias
Dec 9, 2016 2:52 PM CST
Group hug I wish we could all hug you in person. Stay strong.
Handcrafted Coastal Inspired Art SeaMosaics!
Name: Marilyn, aka "Poly"
South San Francisco Bay Area (Zone 9b)
"The mountains are calling..."
Region: California Daylilies Irises Vegetable Grower Moon Gardener Dog Lover
Bookworm Garden Photography Birds Pollen collector Garden Procrastinator Garden Ideas: Level 1
Dec 9, 2016 3:28 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss, Barb. Group hug
Evaluating an iris seedling, hopefully for rebloom
Name: Judy
Louisiana (Zone 9b)
Region: Louisiana Daylilies Tropicals Region: Gulf Coast Hybridizer Seller of Garden Stuff
Dec 9, 2016 4:09 PM CST
Thumb of 2016-12-09/judydu2/00aeb1

Name: Ginny G
Central Iowa (Zone 5a)
Plant Addict!!
Daylilies Bee Lover Enjoys or suffers hot summers Hibiscus Irises Enjoys or suffers cold winters
Peonies Plant Lover: Loves 'em all! Birds Native Plants and Wildflowers Lilies Garden Art
Dec 9, 2016 9:05 PM CST
Barb what a beautiful tribute to the love of your life. He sounds like he was a wonderful man. Group hug Group hug Praying for you Angel
Be a person that makes others feel special.
Name: Nora
Castlegar, B. C. Canada (Zone 5b)
Region: Canadian Cat Lover Salvias Xeriscape Roses Organic Gardener
Garden Photography Echinacea Butterflies Birds Irises Daylilies
Dec 9, 2016 9:23 PM CST
Barb, Thank you for sharing the wonderful story of Steve's passing. He was very fortunate to have your strong love and support. What a warm and loving person he must have been. I'm sure that you will be reconnected on the other side, and perhaps in another lifetime here on Earth. True love is a beacon for all to learn from, as is evident from the outpouring of love from so many people whose lives have been touched by you both.

Thank you for letting us feel this deep and special love.
Name: Rj
Just S of the twin cities of M (Zone 4b)
Garden Ideas: Level 1 Plant Identifier Million Pollinator Garden Challenge
Dec 9, 2016 9:50 PM CST
So sorry to hear about your loss.
Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed.
Name: Becky
Sebastian, Florida (Zone 10a)
Celebrating Gardening: 2015 Daylilies Hummingbirder Butterflies Seed Starter Container Gardener
Charter ATP Member I was one of the first 300 contributors to the plant database! Garden Ideas: Master Level Lover of wildlife (Black bear badge) Birds Ponds
Dec 9, 2016 11:27 PM CST
Barb - I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. Cancer is a terrible disease. Steve's suffering has ended, but that doesn't change the sadness and aloneness you may feel. I pray that your memories help sustain you and that you find Comfort and peace from those around you who shared your love for your amazing husband. Group hug
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters, compared to what lies within us.
Garden Rooms and Becky's Budget Garden
Name: Vickie
Elberfeld, Indiana, USA (Zone 6b)
Bee Lover Garden Photography Celebrating Gardening: 2015 Daylilies Plant Lover: Loves 'em all! Region: United States of America
Region: Indiana Garden Art Annuals Clematis Cottage Gardener Garden Ideas: Level 2
Dec 9, 2016 11:35 PM CST
Barb, you have my deepest sympathy. I have no doubt that you and Steve will be reunited one day Group hug
May all your weeds be wildflowers. ~Author Unknown
Name: Fred Manning
Lillian Alabama

Charter ATP Member Region: Gulf Coast I was one of the first 300 contributors to the plant database! Seller of Garden Stuff Dog Lover Region: United States of America
Ponds Hummingbirder Daylilies Container Gardener Butterflies Birds
Dec 10, 2016 6:12 AM CST
So sorry for your loss.
Name: Steve Todd
Illinois (Zone 5b)
Region: Illinois Plant and/or Seed Trader Daylilies Enjoys or suffers cold winters
Dec 10, 2016 7:31 AM CST
Peace to you, and eternal peace for Steve.

Page 1 of 3 • 1 2 3

« Homepage
« Back to the top
« Forums List
« Daylilies forum
You must first create a username and login before you can reply to this thread.

Member Login:

[ Join now ]

Today's site banner is by Fleur569 and is called "Daylilies Galore"

This site is protected by reCAPTCHA and the Google Privacy Policy and Terms of Service apply.