Just wanted to let you all know that the problem has been resolved. I am not agitated anymore.
One of you mentioned something about an independent nursery, truth be told, that is actually it's one of my dreams. I love plants, and one of my dreams for a hobby is having multiple green houses, each one has different replications of different environments, like tropical, desert, aquatic, low lights, etc. I would basically study how each plant survives in its own environment.
That is one of my dreams.