Name: Suzanne/Sue Sebastopol, CA (Zone 9a) Sunset Zone 15
Gloria, may the memories and good times with your father bring you comfort during this difficult time. I still miss mine after almost 3 years, memories are still vivid and the pain of his loss still sharp but it does get easier.
I'm so sorry to hear this, Gloria. Nothing will help to diminish your grief but the passage of time, and you're probably also keenly aware of the fragility of human life right now, so please try to do something truly enjoyable for yourself each day.