@Bradfish83 Don't feel alone Gerald
We like to see those seeds grow too! Check out Brad's Buds and Blooms. Great variety of seeds in ever changing varieties at decent prices and shipping is not bad. I
to think how many different types I've ordered there. Whether you order 5 or 10 seeds of a kind, I've found there are always a few extra in the package.
So far, great germination rates too. The first seeds I purchased from another source were truly just kind of pieces of seeds and wings and nothing germinated.