Name: Daisy I Reno, Nv (Zone 6b) Not all who wander are lost
I think you have to keep going. Take the most promising seed and start again next year. Add white into the mix. Unless you find a radioactive plug somewhere, you will be crossing back for years to come. Hope you are young or have interested children.
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and proclaiming...."WOW What a Ride!!" -Mark Frost
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