Hybridizing and seeing flowers on seedlings for the first time is such a thrill. And if I get lucky, the seedling turns out to be a special plant with a lovely flower, I think I'd be overjoyed. This is all just a hobby for me. If someday my hobby can self finance, that would be awesome. But for now, I take it one day at a time and enjoy the ride while I still can. I am glad and feel blessed that I can do this in my lifetime.