Ah Steven I feel that way about so many of my babies. I enjoy every plant I have as if they are the only one. I think there is something wrong with me sometimes. I talk to them too. I play music for the birds and the plants all day. The white jacket people will be here soon I am sure.
I can not grow a thing from seeds. I have planted seeds each year and waited for something to happen but all they do is sprout and get about an inch high and die.
If this rain keeps up I may go broke for sure.