Sometimes I just like the threads I started to just drop off because once in a forum, you see the threads that are generally posted to. Yet my conversation doesn't really fit other threads as well.
I had posted somewhere else that I have a part time seasonal job resuming this month.
Well, I quit, or I could say I was forced to quit.
Since my business is seasonal, I could always use extra money during the winter months. I was working a couple days a week (4-6 hours) starting last November.
Well, I've had two major nervous breakdowns; one I spent 2-weeks in the mental facility and the second time 1-week. I call them episodes which are onset by major stress. I hadn't had an episode for quite some time, and I won't go into details of all what happened to cause this episode.
But, the owner of the hardware store is very much against smoking! So bad that I either could not smoke at all on my 4-hour shift or quit. Right now, I just had to quit. I can't do it. For some reason, smoking just seems to help relieve things (??) Before now I had quit for 3 to 3.5 years which is the longest I had ever gone. Usually I would quit, then something major (in my opinion or feelers) would happen and I would start again in a year. This time I'm surprised I'm not back in the mental hospital. Yay
for the strength I've had through this past stresser, and then all that followed.
Bad thing is, I have lots and lots and lots of seed bags and all those seeds need cleaned. I have no drive to do that. Hopefully it will happen by December. I've got a few weeks to get better. Posting here has been a help with the exception of one poster. That one poster was very colorful in nice ways.
So to those I had said I may not be here often, that may not be the case.
But for financial purposes I am still looking in my small little town Delphi for a part-time seasonal job. I don't want to drive to WalMart - 20 miles one way; whereas Delphi is 3 miles.
