@DaisyRyder — Check your mail. Sent you some acorns.
I totally sympathize with your 'What was I thinking?' issue. I've asked myself that about a number of things in my life. Once I gave away a treasured poster from the wild and crazy '60s because I thought I ought to grow up. Duh! What was I thinking? (Of course I didn't know that being an adult was never really in the cards for me.) Gave away an incredible screen print because I was cleaning out my cabin in the mountains. And those are just 2 examples of 'What was I thinking' episodes from when I was in my 20s.
What kind of plants do you hope to grow? I've got a lot of seeds for perennials if you're interested.