Hi Cinta, I'm sorry about your loss, it is very hard. I lost my mom and my husband and miss them so much. Always keep friends close by and when they say call anytime, take them up on it! That will help. :)
My cannas are very close to flowering so I'm not ready to dig them up but if you would want to wait until Oct. and if you haven't received any by then, I would be glad to send you Canna Tropicanna and Intrigue bulbs for the cost of shipping.