Tropicalover, thank you so much. I have lots of friends and I know they want to help but there is nothing they can do at this point I have to heal before I can even explain the hurt or express what I need to get the help. It has been almost a year and I am crying as I type this. It is just to hard to deal with yet.
I would love to get intrigue again I have looked on the net and it is one that is hard to find. I will shoot you a treemail in October.
I do not mind doing postage but if you see anything in my photobucket you want let me know. If I still have it and it is big enough I will be happy to send it to you.