I feel so much dread right now. Absolutely dreading going back because I wanted out so bad.
It's got to be the PTSD still causing so much anxiety. It was caused by working in vet emerg. It's got to be why I feel so much anxiety about this vet. I just don't know how to move past it... I don't know how to fight it... I don't know what to do.
Feel like I maybe made a mistake... I don't know.
