I am a bit surprised that it is taking me this long to heal. I have always prided myself on strength and I know my mom would be smacking me if she saw me doing this. She said she lived a good life and her faith had her prepared she went in peace. She was almost 90 looked 60 and did not suffer. This feeling I am going through is stupid.
Anyway enough of that.....
To trade with me does not have to be about money. If you see something I do not have a problem sending it to you and postage for the plants I am looking for. You are saving me money sending me the cannas so it works out the same.
I know what it is like to be out of work been there done that. But right now I am flush and sending a plant here and there is not a financial burden. People along the line have sent me things for nothing so I like to pay it forward.
Treemail what looks good to you. Like I said if I did not kill it last year I can send as a thank you.
