Yeah, I can relate... I was just absolutely in love with the Beallara Marfitch 'Howards Dream' ever since someone entered a pic of one in bloom on DG's photo contest thread. When I saw it for sale, well.... so I got 2 of those and one of the Wilsonara, just to see how I'd do. I've never seen an orchid for sale in this area for less than $20, so it seemed a worthwhile guess.