Thanks, Margaret. I see my therapist on Wednesday (who I do plan on talking to) and my psychiatrist on the 30th. I've been trying new drugs since July and I thought I found one that worked, but alas, it stopped. Plus, it has some side effects I don't like. So it's off to try something else! At least I have my caterpillars to cuddle and pet.
And now I'm thinking I better wake up early to check on that Monarch in the orchid house because a LOT of lizards hang out in there. Uh oh!