Thanks for your response Leda. I lost my youngest son eight years ago when he was 23. There are days when I see something and I think of him and cry. That sadness never goes away. I started to study horticulture just before he passed and it helped me to focus on something beautiful not just empty sadness. I'm sorry for you loss. Stay busy and go to your happy place when you begin to feel sad. Hugs. M
