@Treehugger, we have a lot in common. It has been almost 5 years without Josh. Josh always bought me flowers for the container gardens on Mother's Day. Last year I decided to buy a couple of African Violets. I don't know what got into me but I kept buying more and more. As it turns out, African Violets ARE MY HAPPY PLACE! (And maybe a few other houseplants too.)
I am so sorry to hear of your loss and yes, I know the pain never goes away.
I am so glad you have enjoyed horticulture and are continuing in that interest. You will have a lot to share with us!