Geat Pictues Sandi....
OH.. you have a creative mind... or all this would have no interest for you.. maybe it is having a mind [desire ] to create..or you would surely have an arc welder .. it's not the heavy...hot and dirty work of it...or the fear of art critique.... having to declare your desires/thoughts in the work...competition is abounding... markets are not...
you've got a creative mind for sure ... perhaps just not quite enough masochism..
.make one.. the first one is mostly free of all that