OMG!
Don't kill yourself!
In 1978 I lived in Mass. and we had a winter like this one, I had a friend staying with me from Florida
and he had never seen snow before...every time the plow came down the street, he'd jump for joy
because then he could shovel some more snow from the car. That joy lasted a few days then slowly
he became suicidal ..cabin fever set in, and he was packed and ready to go back to Florida!