Don't feel bad...I am already on the edge of buying something too, so will eventually misbehave
I was initially planning to go to the San Jose orchid show yesterday, but got tangled with other stuff, and today went hiking instead in SF. Got to escape the searing heat here. Baking temps is here ugh! My garden sensors just showed 102F..though online it says 90F..always my little hole exceeds it more.
Looking forward to seeing your new plant!!