Lynn, I am amazed at all the energy you have despite your pain! Don't be too hard on yourself...you can always plant more next year. I quit smoking over 40 years ago, and have never missed it. What I am trying to do now is cut out junk food, and eat healthier food. That may be harder, but so far I really AM feeling more energetic. I have also started taking cod liver oil again and between the two, I am having mostly good days.