Thats because you get there first
I last saw you on my last chance this fall at Stinger. I wasnt going to bid on it anyway, altho I had bid on the previous ones. By the time I saw it, and saw last one, it was already over the average price, and I can wait.
Im trying to buy no seed, but Ive gottten a few from James/JWWC, Dot/Ladylovingdove and Rich. James has one particular parent im interested in. Since I wont plant another batch until the spring, Im just kinda trolling right now, if I get lucky, fine, if not, well there will be endless seeds. I am Gardenglory over there.