I see a lot of strange things that are often called 'art', but most don't appeal to me.
I like to paint things that are recognizable, but are not copied perfectly from nature because I don't believe we can improve on nature. That's why you'll see streaky and subtle backgrounds, but nothing really there, like the navy and magenta background of the sunflowers. So mine are not picture perfect. I sort of 'feel' my paintings, more than seeing them. It's like I paint from the inside, not so much what I see on the outside. That way, there will never be another one exactly like mine.
Does that make sense?
In other words, I can't follow patterns and I can't stay inside the lines.
And I can't paint the same thing twice.