bxncbx, story of my life. I never wanted it so much as when I have just given it away, lol.
Mutsia, that is very kind of you! I'm beginning to become a breathing ruin myself.
In the meantime, I'm on the hunt. I might buy a mix that includes white or near white, too, and try to grow out some to select for white.
I don't know if it was a fever dream or real, but just on the edge of memory I have convinced myself that I once saw a cultivar called Royal White, or something very like that.