Yes, I am so sad about that seedling. I was going to name it in honor of my sis who is fighting cancer. Of all my seedlings, that is the only one that I did NOT want to lose. Murphy's Law.
I did indeed cross it numerous times and am currently growing out some young seedlings. Maybe one of those will wind up being the perfect replacement. I can only hope ....
And in the back of my mind, I am holding out hope that it went dormant and will surprise me with Sping growth. Though I am not holding my breath.