>> ... you have issues. You must stay awake nights trying to think of things to worry about.
Oh, they come to me unasked-for. It keeps life interesting. "Issues" or "neuroses"? Let's see ...
"distress" - check.
"hallucinations" - no
"delusions" - almost
"irrational fears" - Bingo!
Yup, one or more neurosis.
Probably, if I force myself to plant unthinned hunks for several years, the shuddering horror will subside SOMEWHAT.
I agree with Springcolor:
>> I have a hard time with "weeding out the weak ones" Never can toss anything that might grow when it comes to seedlings.
For example, these Penstemon will eventually go into the ground spaced about 5,000 times more closely than is ideal based on standard recommendations.
I would hate to kill sprouts I spent 14 months babying, so they will have to fight it out among themsleves.