Another day. I had a difficult night. My stress caught up with me and for a few hours I thought I may just being going to buy the farm. Thought I was having a heart attack so I called my kids (we all live in the same house but two different private areas) and did not want to frighten them but told them to come over I was having a problem. Both are EMT instructors, so you can imagine, I am in good hands. They are also both NJ State essential employees so they are so careful about having contact with me, and our house is cleaner than most hospitals at this time.
After I assured them I would be ok alone and they had done all the tests they could to be sure it was not a heart attack, they agreed to go back to their place but leave the door joining our places open. (stupid idea since they can not hear me anyhow since there is an office between my place and their living place. Anyhow, my discomfort lasted until about midnight and I survived.
Today is ok but I am watching what I eat and drink because my problem was gastrointestinal and the pain was nasty, so I promised I would do my best to eat wisely today.
@NJBob, I can understand how you feel about working.because the kids not only are full of disinfectant wipers but they take their temperature twice a day, and before they come to my side, they have changed cloths, etc. What a hell of a way to live isn't it?
This is so scary that everyone is stressed out. If they quarantine the state I wonder how the people who live in NYC will manage. There a alot of people in our area who work in the City, either Phila. or NYC. I guess we just wait and see. Take care of yourself and your family. All we need to do is go with the flow and pray a lot.
Until tomorrow, God Bless you all and please stay safe.
JB
