Yup, been there since 2014.
I just checked the new plant proposals and didn't see anything you recently added as being declined. Perhaps you entered something incorrectly so it wasn't allowing you to even get the that proposal stage. Only need 2 things: genus and cultivar name.
What did you use for your search when initially looking for this plant?
I just tried a couple of different searches: 'fern godzilla', and just 'godzilla' and it comes up for both.
