You really do have to be that person to swim that channel. Like politicians... I was involved for a few years, introduced and played the game. I didn't have what it took. There is a lot of glamour in the shows, parties, and being in the public, the behind of scenes can be really ugly when you really get to know some of the players and what other then art is expected to stay there...
I used to love the party...
Back to the peaceful gardens and creating art when compelled or commissioned! I fear I will never be globally glorious!