I'm sorry Kassia, and I understand. I had 8 healthy little bacopa, blooming under lights, and I let them dry to crispy critters twice. I lost one, the other 7 came back. I did the same with begonias. I had 11, the 2 that became crispy critters are goners, I think. Both are due only to my own negligence.
My biggest indoor coleus aren't looking so hot either. The tallest 2 trays no longer fit under my lights, and their colors are poopy. In the hardening off process, they've also been blown all over the place and lost lots of stems.
I'm a lot safer with wintersown stuff, where 99% is up to Mother Nature, and I just have to sow then stand back and let nature take it's course.
Karen